Lyrics:

damn
i just wanna spend a day with you
i just wanna get away
damn
stayin anywhere you say you do
name the price and ima pay

damn
i need to go out on my own
damn
i need to find some friends to play

damn
i need to grow up get a backbone
damn
They like me better when I'm fake
--feel like i'm floating in a lake

damn
why am i so out of control
damn
why is there sooo much at stake

damn
just bury me inside a hole
i need my own place
i need my own home
i need my own trees
i need my own stones
i wanna share it all
i'm gonna die alone

my heart is so swole
i just know its gonna break
my head is so full
of ideas i'll never make
idle hands the devils
pitchfork on a plate
the world is so cold
burn my body in the coal

Damn
I wanna go go go go go
gotta hit the brakes
like i'm living in a dream
pleeeease shake me awake
how does the winter burn a hole?
and the summer drop a flake?
how can i live without a soul?
or if my heart is on a stake?
how can the sun be so bright?
but god'll let that light fade?
how can I really live my own life?
if i waste it gettin paid?

I just wanna spend a day with you
I just wanna go away
i hate the things i have to do
please just let me play
please just let me play

Damn
I just wanna wear pink shoes
even if it makes me gay
what does it even matter to you?
why you lookin at me strange?

i feel so foreign walkin through the door
please protect me from the pourin rain

i wanna splash in puddles tho
grow a callus on my cold soles
let a caterpillar cross my toes and butterfly wings blow
I wanna show how I can grow
slow
slow
slow

put a crown upon my head
condemn to death by stones
nourish me with wine and women
then shatter all my bones

someone put me in my place
i just wanna belong
i really wanna be the best man
failure is all i've known

there'll always be another one
i gotta write a better song
i gotta use a happy tone instead of always droning on

I love my friends and family
but i don't love them unconditionally
the truth makes me feel guilty
always thought that it would set me free

efforts not reciprocal
effortlessly tied to you
black widow can grasp my neck
i'm a wreck i'm vulnerable

wrap me up inside the webs
trap me in a cozy bed
not up to me anymore
lay forever what a bore

Wasted hours day is done
pretty soon we'll all be gone
i wish it was a little longer
I think its time to end this song

I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong

I really wanna fill the pool
and lay down at the bottom
turn me into fertilizer
finally grow a garden

i never had a green thumb
envy running over me
i was so afraid to be dumb
on a stage for all to see
why don't they love me
why don't we just hug
dance around in ecstasy
and look at all the pretty bugs

crawl around without a care

no emotions left to scare

wrapped in arms a perfect pair

sharing all i have to spare.